inspired by the lovely mandy…
sometimes i fantasize about living in a house, with a yard, and three stories for my family and of course for the dog…
sometimes i wonder if i am pursuing the right graduate degree knowing that it will most likely not be able to afford the three-story house when i actually get to use it…
sometimes i get butterflies in my stomach when i imagine using the graduate degree for what i want to do, i have always envied people who have a job in the their field of choice…
sometimes i blare limp bizkit really loud and scream along while driving down the street i know people see me…
sometimes i wonder what those people think, but i dont really care which makes me wonder when in my life did i find out its okay to not care what people think about you…
sometimes i get really homesick for kalamazoo, i have no family there just some friends and lots of memories that i want to share with kevin, like he shares his memories of newington with me…
sometimes during the fall i get an urge or almost an ache to go horseback riding, to just be outside with the sun and deep blue sky, with all the leaves and their vibrant colors, and the crisp air tinted with the smell of saddle leather, that would be perfect…
sometimes i want to cry when the sun starts to set at 3pm…
sometimes i complain about how early christmas music is playing at various places…for example at the bank yesterday, but i did find myself thinking that i could put new christmas music on my ipod and listen to it with my headphones, then no one would know…
sometimes i really do hate how early christmas crap gets put up, growing up there was no mention of christmas until after my sisters birthday…it only took 20 years of my life to realize that is not the norm, i would like to thank my experience in retail for that…
sometimes i wonder if i was actually born a yankees fan, but because of my dads strong dislike (much to his mothers disappointment) i convinced myself that i was NOT a yankees fan, but really i was/am and it is all because of fate, consider the evidence 1978 the year i was born=championship, 2009 the year we got married=championship, 2000 the year i graduated=championship, coincidence?
sometimes i wish i could sit with my grandmother during championship games merely to watch her pray her rosary beads for the yankees victory, i am sure that they may have been worn down a bit this past series…
happy thursday!!
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